I want to heal. I want to be me again. It’s sure a
Lot of work though. I want to have a snack? Gotta think about what when how….doesnt seem to come out that easy though. Is all work for my brain to achieve a simple task like a snack.its a weird and childish place to be. I know that I could do many things but it all takes brain work. I had just. Not looked at simple tasks as brain work or tiring in this way. I don’t know why I’m sharing except to share why I look and act like a zombie much of the time. It’s going to take some time for this”retiring. I hope I have that stamina left.
I cutting my fruit and veggies I take food prep precautions but it just takes a lot more thinking. I got20 cups of produce cut and washed tonight and I felt like I’d run a marathon in my head. An accomplishment though! Small as it is.
It sounds like tomorrow they may be trying to piece me back together bit by bit. Sleep always sounds relish these days